i started keeping a dream log and now i’m starting to remember a lot of my dreams again. i’m not sure if this is a good or bad thing because i am so emotionally connected to my dreams after i wake up. in the dream world i usually dream of something that is unreal or highly unlikely to ever happen and then when i’m awake it’s sad because in the dream it was so perfect or good….and then i know it will never be in reality. it makes me a little sentimental/bittersweet, but at the same time i know to think nothing of it because dreaming and reality are two very very different things.
but it just leaves a bitter taste in my mouth and makes me miss certain people that i care about in my life. i want to call em, but i don’t want to either because……what’s the mothereffin point?
