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i found this awesome pair of BLACK couture cut’skinny’ jeans (link opens in new window) i want to buy that is supposed to make you look skinnier and fit all types. $188. i found these cute dresses/skirt that i want to buy from american apparel and francesca’s. $80+. i found this cute limited edition hello kitty mac eyeshadow i want to buy. $38. i found this awesome sample set from sephora of like 10 different mascaras for a really good deal and also want the lorac blush bronzer duo. $80.

i want all this yet i have no money to spend. i have no income..no job, no loan money, just a little spending cash from the dad (which i am very VERY appreciative for), but unfortunately a portion of that spending money is going (mostly all of it actually) to paying for utilities since it’s so hot this summer. our monthly bill is averaging $200 or so nowadays. i also have to pay for our inet and tv, which is about $150. then let’s think about food..if i want to eat healthy it gets alittle more costly at perhaps 60-80/week which is $320 a month. that leaves me with no spending money whatsoever. i am really contemplating getting a job in the fall..although i really want to take it easy and have an easy fall because my spring and now this summer too has been really rough. BLAH!

the woes of being a broke college student still. grr i can’t wait until may 2011 (or whenever i start my residency/job)!