I am trying something completely new this time, because obviously the way I have been doing this relationship thing has failed in the past. What is this new theory of mine?
Going slow & becoming friends first before jumping straight in to a relationship. Clearly I have not adhred to this type of theory that in the past and consequently, relationships have not worked out. Some people can do that just fine and be great, but I don’t think that’s the case for me.
But another thing is to put some time between relationships. Why is it that I’m not single for a long time? I’m pretty independent after all…..
So basically right now I’m not looking for anything at all. And if something comes along, too bad. Because the time is simply not right yet. And plus, patience is a virtue and things that can wait are more worth it in the end.
Of course that doesn’t mean that I won’t like/crush. It’s just that the time isn’t right.
Ugh, and knowing me, this ain’t going to be easy.
P.S. referring to the last entry, I did NOT do okay, I actually did way below my standards and am kicking my self in the ass for it. I made dumbass mistakes, CARELESSNESS all around so I *DO* have to bust ass during finals now. UGH!
