life is pressing on and time won’t stand still for anyone.
i still feel like there aren’t enough hours in the day to do waht i want, especially now that i am in rx school. i used to say that there weren’t enough hours in the day when i was younger and i wish that there were 30 hours in a day or something but with all the stuff i need to get done now + the time i want to have to waste and be calm and just get a handle on things around me would put me at wanting 50 or 60 hours a day now.
i have no time to think now, and thinking distracts me from my studies.
having people come back into my life from the past reminds me of how carefree it used to be. it also reminds me of opportunities wasted and regretting not saying things or doing things before people leave. the past is the past however, not meaning that the past can’t someday regain in the present and become the future, but in these conditions the past will stay the past, at least for the present.
wow i’m making this post extremely complicatd. why am i so pensive today?
